Wednesday, September 27, 2006

End of torture.... Start of a new chapter

End of torture.... Start of a new chapter

Finally my torture have ended and I am enjoying now, YES! My "holidays" have started and will last until this Friday. Hmm... at the look of it, I dun think I have time to do the things that I have planned out... Sigh... Nvrmind next time then.

Well end of one chapter means a start of another chapter. Looking forward towards it and hope that I will enjoy it. Hee...Hee....

So these few days, me going to be bz with my assignment as they are due again. Haa...Haa... means more sleepless nights to go. I am also spedning more time with OSCAR, mean going to more walks and getting to sleep in my room. Dunno y, he dun like to sleep inside my room, he always prefer to sleep inside my sis room. Sigh!

OSCAR recently also seem to know where is the right place to pee and poo alr. Sometimes only... when he did the right things, he will not go and hide, in fact he will come and look for you and telling you that he had poo and pee at the right place so that we will reward him with his fav cookie. However if he poo and pee at the wrong place, he will immediately go and hide cos he knows that he will sure be scolded for it. Haa...Haa.. Smart Dog right?

Got some school project going on right now as well, hope that we can get some headway and finsih asap. Haa...Haa....

Ok, I am going to slack for another 2 more days before I get serious and all busy again.

Till then... Take care....

Monday, September 25, 2006

Happy Birthday to YOU!

Happy Birthday to YOU (HW)!

Happy 28th Birthday to you! Haa...Haa.... Today you are one year older and one year wiser ok! Hope that you will have ur beloved one to celebrate with you soon! Haa...Haa... So remember to use that bag that I gave you ok! Glad that you like it lah! (Ok I am the one that brought you to the shop to choose it anyway).

This week started off with my BEST BUDDY birthday! Well this week for me is going to be a good week cos after tomorrow afternoon, I no need to work any more. Haa...Haa.... I will slack at home until next Mon where i will start with my new job. Hope everything will be smooth from there onwards. I declare this week will not be a week or torture but will be a week of relaxation and doing my assignments. Haa.... I am going to slack and slack and slack!

The weekend came and went past very fast, except to meet up with HW to "celebrate" his birthday. (His main motive is to buy mooncake. PS: My mum say thks for the box of mooncake.) Did a little bit of exercise by blading. Hee..Hee...

For this week, I am going to go and "bake" myself under the sun. I will to get the tan that I always wanted! Hope that the sun will be out full power for the next 3 days!

Meantime I will continue to slack in office... ....

Till then... Take care!

PS: Today is also OSCAR 4th MTH alr! Haa...Haa.... Also mark the second mth in our home alr!

Friday, September 22, 2006

Not looking to weekend now.

Not looking to weekend now.

Hmm... after 2 consecutive of boring weekends, I am jz so not looking forward to weekends now! Dunno y and dun ask me y? Sigh... ....

So weekends to me now is like any other normal weekdays, I always try to jio ppl out but recently seems like all ppl got their own programs and seem to put me on their waiting list or worse spare tyre list! So what do I do? Keep on waiting until all the spider webs come out? Haa.... ...

Well it is friday now and seems like the coming weekend is going to be the same... ... So wat am I going to do? I am running out of frens to call alr. In fact I have ran out of frens to call alr. So what does this mean? Hmm... I dun have enough frens? Haa... Hmm....

Well my best fren's birthday is coming real soon (in fact next monday), I really hope that you can squeeze out some time for me lah, so that we can celebrate your birthday can? U know who u r, so jz let me know when u r free ok! Hee... I also dunno if you read my blog a not. Sigh!

OK to all who is reading this post now, dun be depressed by my post ok? (Haa...Haa.... Fat hope rite!) Enjoy ur weekend ok! Till then.... .... Take care!

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Personality Tests

Personality Tests

Jz took this test at

The results are pretty accurate for me. Go and try it out!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

16 Sep .... .... Another weekend over, 2 more weeks of torture

16 Sep .... .... Another weekend over, 2 more weeks of torture

A year ago on 16 Sep is one of my happiest day in my life, however the happiness did not last a year. So saw her yesterday, was awkward for me! So SP and HC that is the reason why I did not join u all in the lunch, heng never go , cos both of you also did not go for the lunch. I really dunno why, although I am the one that initiated the breakup, till now a part of me still could not let it go, dun ask me why. That is the reason why until now I still cannot accept her as my fren. How long will this last, I dunno, I really dunno... ... Hope this will be over soon. If not, I got to think that it will be a stumbling block for my next relationship.

Sat was well spent. Brought OSCAR out for a full hour walk, boy was it tiring, now he is the one pulling me instead of me pulling him. Haa... haa... Going to do this every week with him!

After which went swimming with LLT. Wow it had been ages since I last swam! Even though I only swam 6 laps but the feeling of being back in water is great and I had remembered how much I had missed water, my fav element! I had to make more effort to do more swimming. Come on Polarbear, got to swim more often ok! Maybe once a week, min 30 laps!

Mentors training is next. Next! Spent sometime with follow mentors that always is the best thing! After that was movie time, 2 movies with 2 different grps of ppl. Watched Singapore Dreaming and The Host! Both were great!

Singapore Dreaming, in short, is abt a family chasing 5Cs (Credit card, Condo, Cash, Car and Career, and the sixth one being Coffin). The movie was considered quite good for local standard. Go and watch it! It does slap some sense into some people that only lives to chase after the 5Cs all day long. For me, all those all impt but no that impt when it is compared to family and frens. Here have to be realistic, what is a NEED and what is a WANT. I always go by that theory. Like buying a car, to me that is a want but not a need exp when a car in spore is so expensive. I rather spend the money on something else.

The HOST, abt a creature that lives in the sewers in the HAN River. Well the story was tight and the actually was good. There are some good scares, however the humour was quite funny as well! The effects on the creature was freaking good! It looked so real that it does not look like a CCG product. Well it is also worth watching as well!

In between the movies, something awkward happen. Dun wanna to mention it here, but hope it will not happen again. So paiseh loh. I can swear that I was blushing most of the time!

Sunday was spent slacking away. Was waiting for someone to jio me out but it did not happen. Sigh... ...

Going to start work 2molo again. Still got 2 more weeks or torture! Bear with it Polarbear! Hope this week will fly pass smoothly as well!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Fat and Lazy Polarbear went for work out again!

Fat and Lazy Polarbear went for work out again!

Yes! After 2 mths, finally the BIG, FAT, LAZY Polarbear went for another session of workout (Body Combat) again with LLT. This time round, I stayed thruout the whole session, 1 hr. I nearly died during the session. Haa...Haa... by the second song, I was alr sweating like a pig and jz going thru the motion alr. Haa..Haa... Overall, it was a good session cos I finally got to exercise! Finding no reason y I should not be exercising loh. Should really do that more often lah. Hope that 2molo weather is fine so that I can go swimmming in the morning. Even though, I am aching all over now! Haa...haa....

Finally another week of torture is over and weekend is here. Seems like this weekend is going to be no difference from last week. Going to be a lonely weekend as well. I hope not! So ppl reading this now, jz give me a call and ask me out now. Haa...Haa... Sigh!

This is an aching lazy big fat Polarbear signing off! Have a nice weekend!

Friday, September 15, 2006

What kind of friend am I?

What kind of friend am I? From

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group...
You're always up for a good time or conversation
And you stick with your friends no matter what
You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

Haa..Haa... True a not? It is up to you to decide for me.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Forbidden City.... Great!

Forbidden City.... Great!

Yesterday went to see Forbidden City, locally produced muscial! I can only say this: It was GREAT! Quick go and buy tickets and go and watch!

I was very lucky to buy seats that are 2nd row from the front / stage! This is the 1st time I am sitting so close to the stage. Suddenly the actors and actress appear so big in front of me. So close that you can even see the pimples on their faces.

The story as follows: "A historical retelling of the story of China's Empress Dowager, the story is seen from the eyes of an American painter, Kate Carl, who is commissioned to paint the Empress' portrait.

The Empress recounts her amazing journey from a young imperial concubine to become the Empress of China and the pressures she faced. The musical explores the myths surrounding her reign, from the controversial death of her only son to her ambitious tussle for power."

The cast led by KIT CHAN is great in their acting and singing. I can really feel the different moods when they are singing! I like the lady acting as the old empress, she got a lot of stage presence as well. As usual, Hossan and Sebastain provide the laughs for this musical.

I am happy that I went to watch this musical, and did not regret watching it! A few thoughts did came to my mind when I was watching the show, but then I decided to keep it personal this time and dun wanna to discuss here. Haa....

So the musical is until end of this mth.... you still got chance to go and catch the show!

PS: Thks LLT for buying me the present! Ah yo, I am only joking with you lah and you really bought me something. Make me so paiseh leh! *Blushes* If you only got me the sand from there, I also very happy one u know. Haa...Haa.... Thks again! Hmm... so the offer of half price ticket for the next muscial still stands ok! Or you wanna the dinner treat? Haa....

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

OSCAR before grooming and after grooming pics

OSCAR before grooming and after grooming pics

As I have mentioned before , OSCAR recently went through his first grooming session. Too bad my sis did not take his pics during grooming! However below are the pics before and after grooming, see if you think there is a great change in OSCAR, got look more handsome a not? Haa...Haa...

Before Grooming:

After Grooming:

So got any difference? Haa...

One thing for sure, OSCAR is growing a lot faster than we expected!

Recently, we had been bringing him out for walks. At first, he was reluctant to walk out of the house but now whenever the gate opens, he will be the first one to rush out. Haa.....Haa... When we go and get his leash, he knows that we are going to bring him out and he will go all crazy! Once outside, he will go sniffing ard and like to run ard as well. He is curious about everything!

It is just a matter of time that we will bring him to the beach and teach him how to swim. Haa...Haa... Till then ... ...Take care!

Monday, September 11, 2006

Weekend over ... ...3 more weeks to end of torture!

Weekend over ... ...3 more weeks to end of torture!

Well the boring weekend was finally over! Did not managed to do much, not even to bring OSCAR to his dog run as it was cancelled due to rain. Sigh... ... Next time then. However did brought him out for a run and boy was he tired after that. He slept the whole afternoon until Max arrived. Haa...Haa....

Met up with Ben, Andy and Darren on Sat. Found a very good place to slack. Haa...Haa... No ppl there one, next time wanna to find a place to slack and to hide from other ppl that will be a good place to go to. Managed to know Ben a little better. I think things should be going on fine with us. Thks for Andy, finally know what Bridge is all abt. Quite an interesting game.

Thks HW for meeting me up on Sun evening... when you know that I am very bored. Yes! We will go suntanning very soon, I promise ok! Haa... Haa....

The Blue Monday started of with a bad news when I missed work last week due to my assignment. Well have a meeting last fri and I missed it. Heng! Last thursday we went out for a slight long lunch and came back half an hour later. My manager was in the office when we were back, in fact he came jz slightly before we went for lunch. He did not say anything when we came back. However at the meeting, he asked how come we went for a long lunch on thursday, in front of the boss. Win alr loh. This is not call backstabbing, this is called frontstabbing loh. Thks god I am going to leave this company soon! Not going to have any regrets for leaving this company!Haa...Haa....

They had also disabled my email account so now offically I do not have to work! Haa...Haa... To me now I am jz going thru the motion for the next 3 weeks and go off quietly. Really looking forward to my next job and hope that it will not turn out like that as well. Haa...Haa...

Also lately got a feeling that one of my friendship is coming to an end soon... Sigh.... My fault or the other person fault? I dunno. Sigh... So what you expect me to do? I dunno as well. Well I care abt the friendship but seem like you dun care abt, and only treat me like your any other fren.

Ok then ... ...Till the next posting... Take care... ...

Saturday, September 09, 2006

All lonely on a Sat nite... ...

All lonely on a Sat nite... ...

As predicted, it is a lonely and boring Sat nite!

Hmm... ... with people asking me silly questions and doing silly things. I cannot take it all on a lonely nite!

Since I am alone, jz leave it like that ok! Thks.

A very frustrated Polarbear!

Forgot to thks Siti Noorul for helping me to find the Polarbear Blog skin and helped me to do some of the modifications! Thks Siti.

What a boring week....Weekend going to be boring as well....

What a boring week....Weekend going to be boring as well....

This week had been boring week for me.

Since I resigned, I think my boss had been making my life terrible at work! Asking me to do all his work while he jz sit there and uses his mouth to say do this and do that. How I wish I can jz leave and no need to fulfil the 1 month notice! Jz bear with it PolarBear.... it will be over soon!

I had been staying at home all week less Thursday when I was doing some escort job for LLT! Haa...Haa.... No one to ask me out so I spent my time working on my assignment which is due yesterday. Managed to finish it in the nick of time, even though our lecturer gave us another extension of 1 week, I decided not to drag it any longer so that I can move forward to my other assignments.

Weekend did not manage to get anyone to go out with me... So I am going to slack at home then! However Sunday going to bring OSCAR out to a MS Dog Run at Bishan Park! Hope that he can meet a lot of his frens there! I also hope to meet some on the dog owners and hope to make some new frens as well. I will definitly take some pics and post i here ok.

Not looking forward to the weekend and the week coming after that... Hope things will be improved....Till then...Take care!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

It is only midweek...Sigh...

It is only midweek...Sigh...

This week is moving so SLWOLY... ... When is weekend coming? Sigh... ...

Monday, September 04, 2006

History is a past that teaches not to repeat itself again... Tomorrow is a day to look forward!

History is a past that teaches not to repeat itself again... Tomorrow is a day to look forward!

"History is a past that teaches not to repeat itself again... Tomorrow is a day to look forward!" This statement is from someone (Ben) that i knew over the weekend. It is a interesting and very true statement. Well at least have to say that I learnt something new today!

This weekend was considered a bz weekend? Hmm.... Not sure but it went past so fast that I dunno what I am doing as well!

The weekend started off with a new mentorship term starts and I met up with my new mentee, Benjamin Ang. Well i dunno what is his 1st impression of me, however my 1st impression of him is he is very active in sports, passionate in the things that he does and hmm... he is a bit quiet, maybe shy lah. Haa..Haa... Now got to think of ideas on what to do during our sessions for the next few months.

The session was a bit messy, everyone jz dunno what to do next. Well it could be better managed if more thoughts are given into it. Sigh... Glad to see that many mentors and mentees were there. Hope that all will turn out fine.

After which, went home and saw OSCAR in a brand new image. He went for this 1st grooming! Well have to say that the groomer did a pretty good job, and now he looked better but still as naughty. Will post his new image pic here soon. Haa...Haa...

Ended Sat with a movie with HW. Thks for accompanying me loh. Hee...Hee... Sorry that we cannot go sun tanning last sun. Will make up by going this weekend ok!

Sun meet up with a few old frens and did some sports. Quite happy with myself as even I have not blade for some time, I have to say that I am still quite smooth in it. Hee...Hee... Which means no falling down. Hee... after which spent the evening jz hanging out.

Nothing much done this weekend, a bit wasted rite? Well dun worry hope that next week will be better!

Monday blues coming up... ... Haa.... Till then... ... Take care

Saturday, September 02, 2006

I am on leave today... ... So can consider LWE?

I am on leave today... ... So can consider LWE?

Actually yesterday lah...Haa... cos I need to help my fren out. Well if you are reading this, take it easy ok, hope that everything will be back to normal for you soon.

Well for the rest of the day, nothing much happen, playing with OSCAR in the afternoon. Mum mades new pillow covers for OSCAR to sleep in. Hee...Hee... So lucky him.

At night met up with LLT, did the usual, dinner and moive.

The moive (The Devil wears Prada) was great! I gave a good 4.5 stars out of 5 stars! Meryl Streep's acting skills was jz simply fabulous! Well the moive was very funny but also brought back some bad memories to me....Sigh.... LLT sorry for boring you with my life story again... Haa...Haa....

Lessons learnt from the movie:

1. So when the challenges arises, would you be the one to face the challenge and do your best or you will be the one to turn your face away from it and run away?

2. When love and career comes together, which one will be the priority in your life, will you give up either one of them?

3. When there are some major character changes in your loved one, would you be able to accept that and still encourage him / her to continue with her career, or because of the changes, you will jz break up with him / her?

4. Would you accept your the other partner for who they are (including of all the changes, regardless good or bad changes, in their lives)?

5. Would you choose a job of glamour and attention seeking where all the people would die for the job or your dream job that you had been dreaming of and studying hard for?

All the questions came to me when watching the movie, and to say that for the relationship problems / questions are very close to me as they did happened to me recently, that is the reason y I got so many feelings about it. Somehow all the memories, regardless of good or bad, jz came rushing back to me. Hmm... I chose to walk away from it, some ppl say I did the right thing, some ppl say I am coward and dun wanna to give another chance. But who is right to do judgment for me when I am the best person to do the judgment for myself!

Hmm... bad memories really not suitable for me, for now my mood is really sad and bad now. Well dun wanna to think or talk abt it any more!

This weekend going to be a interesting weekend. Going to meet up with my new mentee 2day. Hey the old mentees, dun worry I will always be there for you all if you all need help ok! I will never forget you all one! For those taking N lvls soon, study hard and good luck to your exams ok! After your exams we will have a BIG celebration for you all ok!

Till then ...Take care... ...