It had been since a month since.... ....

It had been since a month since.... ....

Well yes Polarbear started a new chapter of life back to singlehood again... ...So how do i feel?

First week, I am still sad and guilty of the whole thing, after all I m the one that initated it. I was worried for her as well, but at the same time I also wanna to keep a distance from her so that I can forgot her and resume as frens faster. Even now meeting her is so awkward for me. I wanna to pack every min of my life now, so that I got no spare time to think so much as well. Have to say that I really got a grp of good frens behind me........Hee...Hee.... Thks.

2nd Week, I suddenly felt that I got a lot of time on hand, can do a lot of things that I always wanna to do. Laze ard at home, watch TV, etc..... ....Hmm... Mum and sis notice that something is wrong (since I m spending so much time at home) and ask me abt it and i told her abt it. She thought I was angry with her so I broke off with her, say I xiao qi but I dun bother to tell her the real reason. Well jz let me be the bad guy then.

3rd Week, wow more and more ppl knew abt it! Spreading out like wildfire. but who cares! Still got ppl say that I am sad and I refuse to admit that I am sad. Guys really, I am OK! Dun worry no need u all to share my sadness with me. Time to look forward and towards singlehood! Haa....Haa..... Wonder this time for how long? Hope it will not be another 26 yrs!

4th Week, jz started and now all abt work! So bz that I got no time to breathe... ....Haa....Haa... not really true lah but trying my best to learn all the new skills that I need to pick up FAST!

Seems like Polarbear is on track going back to his usually self, jz give him a few more days and he will be fine! Trust me! Well I only pity his frens... ....Haa...Haa.....

Well 2day is a start of a weekend. Going to be a bz and packed weekend!. This weekend sure to fly pass before I can say ... ....